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+ Over the mountains and the sea
im bored.
i hvnt done math. or any other hwk. i've been watching tv argh. what a way to spend the last two weeks of dec hols. :\
regret is terrible thing. mhmm. i shall dig out my old post on it. OH NO there isnt one. nevermind.
i regret:
sleeping the holidays away
not reading enough books
not studying at all
not doing and saying things i shld have a long time ago. eg beginning of nov?
eating like a starved pig
wasting time actually:\
the other day(actually no its ytd. why does time pass so fast:\ ) i was watching the rain. its quite fascinating. every drop of rain is unique, once its gone it never comes back. its like time, isnt it? every second that im wasting to type this post out is gone forever. like the seconds that i took standing in the doorway, staring at that group of people laughing and talking like all friends do, and knowing im not one of them and that i will never fit in if i tried. (meaning i hvnt, and i dont bother to.) why am i doing this. help.
i need someone to shake me to wake me up. christmas is THIS MONDAY. in exactly a week. and im here wasting time?! deborah wake up wake up.
i was just wondering if anyone knew where to buy guts, thick skin and some larynx-stimulator. to make you go up and talk when you feel like turning tail(as you always have for the past, what, one year? two?) and running away; when you bail at the first suggestion of talking.
and no, deborah is once again not making any sense. at this rate im neverNEVEREVER gonna finish my commonwealth essay:\ no inspiration at all! help.
whats in a rainbow?
a scattering of light. God's promise after the rain. what?
rainbows are beauuuuuutiful. a promise of something out of the troubles we're in. a promise of a better future to come. a promise, that will be kept. beauty itself.
i can hear my brain. its saying GO AND SLEEP OR STUDY AND DONT STONE HERE.
im not listening...
have i gone mental? back to rainbows.
the end of a rainbow. beautiful aint it? (:
there are double rainbows. double blessings? i've never seen them, what a pity.